This blog: It's all over the place. My perspective is clouded maybe. But, I know that it just makes me that much more depressed. It's not a problem of coherency. It's just demoralizing when I can no longer agree with myself on statements I made less than a month ago. Precarious portents perhaps. It just gets me worried. What was honest to me once, is no longer.
I'm not excited anymore.
I've been in restaurants on the other side of the world, and somebody works there everyday. Why is that weird to me now? It's all too vast. When I was younger I wanted to see it all. Now I just want to retreat. It's intimidating, and I don't see myself making it all any better.
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